Hi Mum, I'm having a bit of a bad day today. We will bury your ashes tomorrow so that you can be with Nana and Grandad as you wanted. I so want everything to go well as this will be the very last thing that we ever do for you, I am very scared of letting go. I love you so much and I am missing you more than I ever imagined possible. I hope that you have been happy with everything that we have done since we tragically lost you. I'm still not ready but I will have to say my final goodbyes tomorrow but for now I will leave you with all of my love for now and always Erica xxxxxxxxx